Exams will be starting soon. Will be having 5 papers this month. I hope i can make it through. Who doesn't want to succeed in life, right ? Bf is still sleeping at home. He's also stressing himself with his lesson plan. Got to hand over to school tomorrow. Gosh. I hope he can make it too. I'm really trying my best to study as much as i can. I really want to make it this time. Dropping out from school, failing every exams, doing nothing for the past 2-3 years has make me nothing. It's true when people say, "Study if you still can, or you'll end up regretting." I've wasted my 2-3 years of not doing anything. And only now i find it hard to get a good high paying job. What do i do? Start from scratch again. Study while i can. Collect all the certs i want. Then, i can finally be happy with what i have. A good life. All i can think about now is how much i desperately need my certs. Life is all about money. Who says money can't buy happiness? With this kind of economy, it does. I shall continue studying and absorb as much notes as possible.